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Entries for June, 2007

How I feel about you as of ~May 31st, 2007Heart

How sad

09:02 PM - May 31, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

Today Jasmine wasn't at school because she had to go to Texas
to, probably, see her house or something.
So today,
During lunch
I sat with my usual group.
Which consisted of band people
(Lexi, Sierra, Kirk, all them)
Then there's me.
Hannah's usually gone off with whatever's face
Emily's usually gone to meetings and such.
And Mayumi, won't be here next year...
Jasmine was pretty much always there for me.
I mean, even when she has a boyfriend
they know how to NOT make you feel so deserted
in a way that makes you seem like you're a third wheel.
RIPLEY even tries to have me get involved in things.
When they're together they don't leave me out.
They make me feel like they WANT me to be there.
But without Jasmine there, Ripley won't sit there without Jasmine.
Casey and Angel won't sit there if Ripley's not.
So, it was pretty lonely
Just me
Sitting
There...
...I guess I have to get used to it...
Since it's gonna be like this when she moves...

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On a Happier note...

10:26 PM - May 31, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

Cheryl came over today to help me back cupcakes for english.
 
Shermily's is well underway.
 
(:  
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How I feel about you as of ~June 1st, 2007Heart

Banquet!!!

10:54 PM - June 1, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

OH man, Banquet was frickin fun!!!
Except I didn't talk to Casey.
I blew my chance.
I hate myself.
Gosh dang........
---
I realized how much I hate the word "Last"
This is the last school weekend
One last week for school.
Monday is my last chance for me to get to Casey.
This is the last few weeks I get to spend with Jasmine.
But it just can't be helped,
that's life.
I guess.
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How I feel about you as of ~June 3rd, 2007Heart

Open Water

10:02 PM - June 3, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

Me and Jeff came to an agreement that
Open Water
 
Is a gay movie.
 
(:  
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How I feel about you as of ~June 4th, 2007Heart

Jasmine's Back

09:37 PM - June 4, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

(:
 
 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 5th, 2007Heart

Gone

01:30 PM - June 5, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

So...
That was it.
 
...Casey...
I had my chances...
and I blew every one of them.
Every
single
one...
 
It amazes me
sometimes
how life works.
---
Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and
I wonder why...

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How I feel about you as of ~June 6th, 2007Heart

One more day

10:08 PM - June 6, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

School's out tomorrow.
Then I'm going to be a Senior...
Scary...
 
Be prepared for a long, healthy summary of this year's school year
tomorrow.
 
:p  
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Orange Range with new single!!!

10:17 PM - June 6, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

So after a few weeks of silence from ORANGE RANGE
(Which kinda scared me for a second)
They're going to be releasing a BEST OF album.
 
and a...
 
NEW SINGLE!
Which is called:
Ikenai Taiyou
 
(: It's releasing on July 18!
Can't wait.
 
:p
 
 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 7th, 2007Heart

SCHOOL'S OUT

01:11 PM - June 7, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

and I'm ready to take on Summer.
 
(:  
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How I feel about you as of ~June 8th, 2007Heart

I'm pretty much obsessed...

10:54 PM - June 8, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

Today was Mayumi's graduation at Valhalla.
Tear Jerker.
I know.
 
---
So I go online on youtube.
and I see this...thing that Cheryl recorded
of the..cake?
for Mayumi:
and this one is of Jeff and I
just...doing nothing...in the library...
  
---
 
But Christina, Emily, and Hannah slept over
Hannah was the fist one to be knocked out.
Emily was the second.
Me and Christina managed to get a hour of sleep in.
(We played Grand Theft Auto for quite a long time)
 
---
 
I watched V for Vendetta for the second time today.
I frickin LOVE that movie.
It's just one of those movies that I can watch
Over and Over.
 
Not to mention that V is pretty damn hot.
I'm not saying that the actor is hot
(cause he looks...bleh)
But V and his way of thinking, talking, and fighting
make him hot.
 
Ahahahha, Random i know.
:p
I should of bought a Vendetta mask at comic con last year
D:<
 
Probably tomorrow when and if I have extra time to kill...
I'm gonna write down the awesome quotes that V said.
Like seriously,
I loved the way that V talked.
Makes me WANT to memorize Shakespeare literature.
Crazy I know.
 
 
Remember Remember
the fifth of November

 
 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 9th, 2007Heart

Ideas...

10:05 PM - June 9, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

Beneath this mask,
there's more than flesh.
Beneath this mask
there's an idea.
 
And ideas are bulletproof.  
 
- V
 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 12th, 2007Heart

Oh summer...

08:24 AM - June 12, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

...what to do with you?
I've been wasting you away with
V for Vendetta.
 
I'll just probably restart my whole,
unorganized
computer
 
Just for kicks. :p
 
 
Heart

I don't know

08:37 AM - June 12, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

I just watched a disturbing video
on youtube.
 
Of ORANGE RANGE.
 
It had a link to a petition to it.
And...
 
I watched the video and it seemed like
it was asking to stay together
 
...i've been behind on ORANGE RANGE news lately
are they breaking up?
 
I don't know.
But that video scared the living crap out of me.
 
I searched for any break up news.
there wasn't any...
so...
What the heck is taht petition for?
don't know.
 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 13th, 2007Heart

I feel good...

10:55 PM - June 13, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

I just helped Jasmine
get out of a relationship problem with Ripley.
 
They're both happy.
 
I feel great.
 
(:
 
I would just HATE to see them break up
or be sad...
 
...hey, that's what friends are for right?
Being there for each other.
 
Tomorrow's hillsdale graduation.
Ripley, Christian, Elizabeth...
CONGRATS!!  
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How I feel about you as of ~June 14th, 2007Heart

CLEEAANN!!!

10:41 PM - June 14, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

I just rebooted my computer
for NO REASON.
 
Oh me,
(:
 
Well...today I went to hillsdale's graduation
since i had nothing else better to do with my life.
 
On saturday i'm gonna attempt to get a haircut.
Wish me luck. :p
 
Sunday is mayumi's and joseph's grad party.
 
I still have to attend two more grad parties.
It's gettin' old.  
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How I feel about you as of ~June 19th, 2007Heart

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

09:55 AM - June 19, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

KATCHAN!!!
 
[Birthday Picture to be added later] 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 23rd, 2007Heart

Updates Updates Updates!

12:10 PM - June 23, 2007.

[1 Here]

I found out that Roy will
upgrade my account later this week!
 
Do you know what that means?
 
LAYOUT UPDATE!!!
YYAAYY!!!
 
Speaking up Updates:
 
ORANGE RANGE UPDATED THEIR SITE AS WELL!
So they're coming out with TWO best of Albums:
Oh I just love how they reek of Okinawaness. (:
They make me proud.
 
Anywho,
They also posted a RECENT picture of themselves
while at the same time
promoting their upcoming second single of the year,
Ikenai Taiyou:
Oh Yamato, I just wish that you can just fix your hair. (:
The rest of them look fine. :p
 
SID is also gonna have a new single release too on July 11th!
(I realized that all of Sid's and Orange Range's releases are gonna be all on Wednesdays, freaky.)
 
They posted a recent picture as well,
But...it's like:
This.
 
Aki, WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO WITH YOUR HAIR!
You went from:
THIS!
 
To:
This.
Gross?
Definitely.
 
Finally, I discovered a group called
Arashi.
I was quite shocked that they were here in The U.S.
in Las Vegas.
God damn, I could of met Sho. ): ): ):
 
 
He's the one that rapped real hot in
We can Make It! Pv :3
 
 
That's all for now!  
 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 24th, 2007Heart

Oh Summer

01:30 AM - June 24, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

You're bringin' back memories.

 

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Untitled

06:56 PM - June 24, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

Jasmine left.
She's gone.
 
 
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How I feel about you as of ~June 25th, 2007Heart

01:27 PM - June 25, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

I'm such a mess
I'm such a reck, oh
I'm such a mess
 
Officially labeled as:
The world's shittiest friend.  
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Oh thank god

11:00 PM - June 25, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

I was pretty bored today.

 And I'm still trying to get over the fact that Jasmine moved...

So I went onto Aki's (Sid) and Shinji's (Sid) blog to catch up on what they've been up to.

 THANK GOD Aki's hair is not in that gross braided mess:

Recent picture.

Ohhhhh man. :p Thank god.

 

DEL MAR FAIR TOMORROW!!!

:D

 SEAPORT VILLAGING WITH CHERYL ON WEDNESDAY!

(:!!!

 

Oh summer,

how i love you so much.  

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How I feel about you as of ~June 29th, 2007Heart

Dang

09:51 PM - June 29, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

-Reserved for my seaport village entry-
 
I'll type it up when i feel like it.  
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Dang x2

09:52 PM - June 29, 2007.

[1 Here]

    What

           A  

               Day.

    Today Cheryl, Jeff, and I were supposed to go birching. But...there was some blockage to our plans. Mayumi was leaving to long beach for a Gackt concert at the Anime expo. Dad was coming home early, mom was in her TFC mood. Jeff was leaving for Murrieta. It was all in a jumble. But Cheryl and I decided to head down to Santee to check out the shopping center and to buy me some flip flops. We SUCCESSFULLY this time made it down to the Santee center. We went to Old Navy first. We had to go to the kiddie's shoes section to buy my flip flops. Ahahaha. Oh me. We bought my flip flops and we headed down to Tilly's. There, I bought some earrings for my sister that i knew she would like and I bought myself some heart rings. :p We walked around the shopping center, it was a cute lil place. Cheryl and I went to Target to look for her shoes...again. It was SOOOO weird. Santee's target was EXACTLY like our target. Except it felt more empty and spacier. It was rather odd. So, santee's target didn't have her shoes. After Target we went to Jamba and used the buy one get one free coupon. Oh how i loved that coupon. After our jamba Cheryl and I just sat in her car with the windows open and listening to their music. Santee plays really good music. :p As we were drinking our jamba and thinking of what we should do and how we could of gone to birch, we started to judge the people that walked by. For example, this kid was pushing his sister in a cart past the car. he picked her up and by the way he was holding her, it was rather freaky....it's just one of those "You had to be there" moments. After pondering we decided to go neighborhood watching. We looked at all the rich ass houses that sat a couple of minutes from our houses. HOW DID WE NOT KNOW THAT THEY EXISTED?! Oh man, those houses were crazy. After that we ventured out past sycuan and stuff. Believe it or not, we discoverd a NUDIST community. It was frickin weird...Oh San Diego, what else are you hiding? :p We started to go down this one road which we didn't know where it was taking us. Until...we passed a sign that said alpine. "Alpine!?" Yes, Alpine. Cheryl turned back and we drove down to Jack in the Box to get our lunner. (Lunch/Dinner) After we ate our dinner at cheryl's house we decided to give poor Jeff a visit. (He was stuck in his house playing Ragnarok) So we decided to go buy him stuff for when he goes to Murrieta and some ice cream. We came by and dropped off his "Jeff Pack" and invited him to go eat ice cream with us. Cheryl drove down to Rancho and ate ice cream on the swings. (: Jeff took my shoes and put them in the wood chip....box. I had to walk through it to get my shoes. It reminded me of that one scene in Saw II when Amanda had to go through the needles to get the key. :p We then went up to our rock and tagged the sewer thing and stuff. Jeff wanted to go home so Cheryl dropped him off and Cheryl and i chilled at her house for a while until I had to go home.

It was great.

My sister got me GACKT'S WATER BOTTLE from the concert.

He did one of those things where you drink the water and spit it out at the audience. He threw the bottle and she caught it.

She told me about the terrors of people clawing at you. :p

^ The water bottle

^ Nudist community and resort

 

:p 

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

11:47 PM - June 29, 2007.

[Dear Emily....]

Today's Hiroki's birthday!!!
YOU ARE NOW 25!!!
:D
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