This weekend is heavily, HEAVILY loaded! On friday I have to perform at our FIRST field show. ((is very...very nervous)) I seriously gotta work on my tosses cuase i don't want to look like a retard...then on saturday I have to go to our first competition! Gah! If we do really bad, they're gonna make us have pratice on Halloween. IT'S HALLOWEEN!! If they seriously put up practice, i'm NOT gonna go. Trick or treating is the thing i look forward to. Then on sunday, Jamul Parade. Will I make it? I don't know...we'll just have to see for ourselves shall we?

OH YEA!!! I'm a sub-GM to our RO server that we're making. It shall be up soon in two weeks or so. I'll put up the link to our site/forums once it's complete! =D

Today was pretty fucked up. Okay, FIRST I woke ten minutes late (which means I woke up at 6:30) I stayed up last night doing the buttload of homework that was due and studying AP stuff. So i tried to get my ass downstairs and mom started to yell at me and said that she was going to take us to school at 7:30. 7:30!!! So she made me clean my room which was already clean so i sat there for minutes on end looking at my clock. At first I thought that she wasn't serious cause If i were late for colorgaurd, we would seriously die. So...It was 7:15 and i realized, my god I need to get out of here. So i snuck to the nearby phone and called hannah (thank god that she was still ath ome) and she brought us to school. Me and may ran out of the house and mom was about to stop us but I closed the garage on her. (she can kiss my ass) So we barely made it but we weren't tardy. i NEVER had a tardy. The only place where i feel safest is honestly at school. Home is too complicated for me. Well..sadly the end of school bell rang and I slowly walked my way to amanda's car. SHe drove me home and i went int he house. Mom once again yelled at me to clean my room. And when I went in i found all my cloths on the ground and my drawers open. WTF!?!?!?!?!?!? So i cleaned it up while she was taking a shower. Then she started to yell in the hallway about how many towels we use for taking a shower. I ONLY used two and I told her that. and she shouted back "THIS CABINET WAS FULL!" (my god, getting MAD over frickin towels) So, she came into my room and started to yell at me somemore. Grandma walked in and asked what's the matter but mom ignored her. She tried to hit me but i dodged it. (ahahah, too slow) So as she just stood there I just causally just folded my clothes. Then she started to yell at me some more. Then as i stoof up to put my clothes in my top drawer she hit me like...2 times on my arm, and i didn't know she was going to and I have a major bruise on that arm from my rifle. So that hurt like a bitch, seriously...so i just stood there trying to suck up the pain and trying to fight back the tears as she yelled at me on how i don't act my age and how i don't do anything. (she's stupid) so i just sat back down on the floor folding my cloths, crying. And like Jacqui said today, "Today is one of those days where you want to crawl up in a rock and die." So...Grandma just stood there awe struck as she watched her daughter leave the room. Grandma hugged me and stuff saying that my mom works too much and over time. Psh, yea...that's how she always was. ALWAYS, grandma and grandpa just moved in and they haven't seen nothing yet. So, she helped me clean up my room and my mom got pissed at grandma. She told her to stop but grandma ignored her. (So far, grandma is probably the person I can go to and talk to when I feel like crap. I hadn't had that type of person for so long..) And then Band practice...god...it was sooo bad. Rerruns of out show over and over for tomorrow's show was crazy...damn...my legs started to burn and my head felt so heavy due to the massive works we've been doing. ANd we DIDN'T HAVE A BREAK! so that's 3 hours straight of work..my god...and If you watch me at the football game comp and i drop alot...sry...i suck.....

                I...seriously want to crawl up under a rock and die....

Yay! No more competitions until two weeks...gah...but oh well. I recovered some sleep from the hecktic weekend. Friday, I came home around...10....and cleaned for a bit since my relatives from the Philippines were gonna come over. Then i slept around 11 and I woke up around 10. Around 1 I went to school and got ready for comp. The colorguard got to keep these kick ass make-up stuff that we get to keep forever and ever. Ahahahah! Well...we had to put on our make-up during the bus and I kept stabbing the living crap out of my eye due to the rough ride up to RBV (Rancho Bueno Vista). Anyways, once we arrived we headed straight to the warp-up area and..um..yea warmed up. So..then we hit the field and watched Grossmont HIgh School's show. Eh...it was kinda...b-o-r-i-n-g. Okay, to be honest, it was INCREDIBLY boring. ahahah! Well once we hit the field to set up i saw my uncles on the stands. I was like, freaking out. Cause...my parents NEVER come to my field shows. And I never really had any supporters until today. I LOVE THEM SOOOO MUCH!! Ahahahahaha! I did pretty...hmm...i did okay at the performance but there is always room for improvement. We ended the show strong and we had t crap load of cheering from the audience. Once we loaded our stuff and changed into our warm-ups we got our secret sibling stuff. It was cool, i got Dr.Pepper and a bag of chips. YAY! So we watched the other schools perform adn it was great. 5-6A bands are fun to watch. AWARDS CEREMONY!! WE WON 1ST IN PERCUSSION AND 1ST IN COLORGAURD AND 2ND IN BAND!! GOD!!! so close!! And....colorgaurd...was ONLY 1.5 POINTS AWAY FROM SWEEPSTAKE!! if only band can keep up TEMPO!! dfalkfdjsklfjasdklj!!!! Man...anyways we came home around 12AM that day and we were moaning and groaning since we had to wake up around 5 AM to get ready for the jamul parade thatw as on sunday. Man...so we forced ourselves to wake up and went to the jamul parade. We did our thing there and then went home. after that...i did my crapload of homework and fell asleep. Well...yea...nothing really happened up to that. which is great. =D

   THANKS UNCLES FOR COMING!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!

Oh waw, what a day! Around...7:30ish AM I woke up and got ready to go to some training thing at the hospital. I left the house at 8:30 and went in the lobby of the hospital with the other new volunteers to have some orientation of some sort. The guy came and he walked us around the hospital. And man, it's huge! So many things to remember....anyways....We had to go through the diabetes clinic. While the guy was talking about the nurse station I saw a old man with a blood cleaner monitor by him. I suddenly like, had a flashback on grandpa. I, then, looked at this mom who was like "Do you want to see grandpa? He wants to see you" and then the girl who was like..4th-5th gradish said, "NO! I dont' want to see him! He looks scary! I don't want to!" I started to feel bad. She was like me when Grandpa had diabetes. The guy soon directed another direction for us to follow. gah...well the orientation was long and it went from 9 to 12. Fun. I went to the cafeteria to get some drink for my sister cause i felt nice like that. I soon went home and dad stopped by Costco to buy a box of pizza and a late drink smoothe thing. Anyways, THE BEACH. I carpooled with my nextdoor neighbor, Amanda, and Christina, Hannah, and Mayo was in the car. We rocked along with MCR and The All American rejects on the way up to la Jolla. We jumped out of the car and ran to the shores. The water was frickin freezeing so we ran up to the blankets to grab something to eat. After that we ran back down into the waters to play in the waves. Since hannah forgot the boogieboards we body surfed. Well...as we were playing my back started to burn REALLY bad. So i said, "guys, my back..um..kinda burns" And mayumi looked at my back and took out a bee stinger. WTF!? Ahahaha, anyways after we were done playing in the waves we ran up to get our towels since we were freezing to death. When we were playing with Aaron and brian and friends these 6th graders came up acting "gangster" They were like "Vista Grande" or whatever i didn't hear what they really said "rocks" and THen i turned around and laughed  and said, "Valhalla ROCKS!" his friends and stuff turned around and he said, "What!? say that to my face." so i went closer to him and said, "VAL-HA-LA RO-CKS!" I smirked at him and all he did was turn aroudn and leave. He's only a 6th grader, what can he do? AHahahaha, anyways we played duck duck weezel for a few and limbo. As we were gonig home we watched some fireworks in the car...ya...it was great...

 Okay....well my sister went up to me today and said, "Ya, Chad tried to call the house yesterday but grandma was using the phone." So..ya...he couldn't get through. HE COULD OF BEEN AT THE BEACH WITH ME!!! NNNOOOOOO!! (is sad)) NOOOOOO!!! MAN!! GOD DAMMIT! NOOOO!!! Next thing on my list..homecoming o__o

   The rain makes me sad   

Homecoming is coming up soon! AND CHAD IS GONNA BE THERE! ahahahaha, okay. I'm gonna shut up about him  So..hmm....if you're bored go play RO on the server that i'm sub gming on Deception RO. My username is Ninjitsu. SO ya........the server just got up so if you want to play make sure you vote too! Spanks~

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 Wow...Homecoming...Today was pretty fun! At school everything went by smoothly. Nothing too bad happened. UNTIL, i came home and mom started to freak out becuase I couldn't find my Hospital UNiform since i had training today. Mom started to yell at me which i just came home! so i missed training and then Jennifer, from the hospital, called to see what's up making me feel EVEN WORSE beucase she said that my trainer was set up a special time to work with me. GREAT FIRST IMPRESSION! god damn, anyways...once the she-devil (my mom) left to go to work dad went to pick up Mayumi from the hospital and hannah came over to drop off the sewing machine. Yap, then us three went to  the game and hanged out with the band. After that we went in line to enter the dance..then i saw chad. Chad...o.o So, we entered the dance and it was dark, blacklights everywhere, people freaking/humping each other. THe usual. We drop off our stuff on the bleechers adn just walked aroundd for a bit trying to find out buddies. I saw chad a couple times...but...yea...o.o....the slow dance song killed me. Like...it felt like i'm being stabbed eternaly, until it was over and then MY MOST FAVORITE SONG, SANDSTORM FROM DDR CAME ON!! i was like "oh crap man!" and me and hannah ran to our dance group which contains most of colorguard and band and just started to dance. Ya...it was great...

               I ((heart)) you

           RAGU YOU'RE SO COOL!

Today rocked! Hannah came over around 12:30 and we went to walmart to buy some fabric for our Halloween costumes. (yes!!! halloween is comin up!) Anyways, after that we met up with Thao and we walked up to my old elemtary school, RSD to help out with their Halloween festival for Key Club. We had to go in and hide and scare the kids with masks and whatnot. I dressed up as the ring/grudge girl. They're practiclly the same. Long hair, freaky looking, ahahaha! So i put on a white clothes thing, like the ring girl, and mayumi put on make-up that we got from colorguard and made it look like I haven't slept in forever. I draped my hair over my face and i split it just a tad and i opened my eyes really wide so tehy can see it. hannah was freaking out while cheryl and thao started to take pictures of me on their cellphone. Ahahaha. Also, we saw Barbie so we hanged out with her and stuff...it was great! So we went in into our hiding spots and scared the crap outta people. Me and cheryl took breaks together and then we scared peeps together. Then, Royce came in with his friends and I thought he was just...a...trouble maker kid. SO i was yelling at them adn then me and cheryl eventually let them take our spots. While we were eating our Submarina sandwhiches him and his friends came out and they pulled off their mask. When I say royce's face i was about to spit out my food. Dude, i felt SOOO BAD! I"m gonna tell him sorry for being a bitch to him on Monday. Anyways, we continued to scare the crap out of the minis yet we let some go because we didn't want to scare the crap out of the little ones. (like one aws crying and screaming "i'm scared" over and over and over...) AND LIKE ALWAYS, there are the trouble makers. They think they're all tough and they say stupid lines like "call me" or "i'm not scared". Some even hit me with their stupid light sabers or their scyths. They soon got in trouble and they almost wrecked the walls and stuff. The guy who was in charged talked to their parents cause one of them punched a key club girl in the nose. stupid kids. After our shift was over we wanted to ride on the choo choo train. So we rounded up everyone and sat on the train. BUT NO ONE WOULN'T DRIVE US!! So me, Freddie, cheryl, katie, mayumi, hannah, and thao (yes, big group yea?) went walked at 8:45 PM to GG's yougurt and hanged out there. We joked around and stuff and then we all went home. Hannah came over and watched 5 people you meet in heaven. Sure, we cried again during the movie...but it was great. Good time, good times. Hannah's mom later picked her up and now i'm sitting here typing this super long entry. Ahahah, I'm pretty much accomplished...i just need to scrub off this make-up...xD

 Me: Do you know...*looks aroudn* Chad?

Freddie: Bendall?

Me: ::gasp:: (oh shit)

Freddie: Everyone hates him, they talk a lot of bad stuff about him

Me: WHY!?!? I mean, What do they say?

Freddie: Uh...that would be kinda me

Me: WHY!?!?I LIKE HI..m...o.o

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Cheryl: *looks at the lady*

random lady: Wow you're teeth is glowing

Cheryl: Oh, yes..i mean *rawr*

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Me:I'm the ring girl

((15 minutes later))

Me: I'm gonna do that grudge girl effect

Thao: STOP SWITCHING!

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little boy and his mom: *walks by*

Me: *slowly comes up from behind the window with hair covering face*

Little boy: *turns around and stares at me while his mom is talking to him*

Me: *goes back down when he looks at his mom*

Little boy: *looks back and doesn't see me* Mom, there was a scary girl staring at me

Mom: *looks through window* NO one's there

Boy: ((screams))

      Ahh, good times, good times....